The Message....

So here is a video i did last night...i just posted it today. i hope you all enjoy it and take something from it!!

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Whew that was tough!

Well i got through the LAST week of fall semester and im so glad!! it was rough but i made it through....i really hope my grades are better than i am expecting...i have some low expectations right now lol. sad but true....i just really need this winter break because i barely had a summer break (2 weeks!) so it has been school on top of school. Im academically exhausted...if thats even possible lol. however, i know that this next semester i have got to pull it together. This winter break im gonna relax....BLOG more lol....work more on videos....and practice doing makeup on whoever i can! but for now...i mean like RIGHT NOW.....its time for me to finally pay attention to my hair...its been suffering so much this past couple of weeks because ive been doing the same thing everyday...putting it up into a sloppy bun and NOT moisturizing or combing it lol....i would post a pic but even my grandma told me i look a mess today lmao...yea she went there. so i really need to get it together!! oh yea in the meantime..yall should check out this new video i posted....i actually made it a long time ago but never posted it until today so here it is:

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Finals Week....ugh!

So this coming week is finals week....im glad that two of my classes dont require me to take finals...BUT STILL the ones that i have to take are gonna try to kick my ass...i know it lol. However, after this week it will all be easy sailing from here! I really hope that my grades are not bad this semester at the end of it all because this has been a hard term. Next semester i will finally take some classes that matter to me....BUSINESS!!! im not extremely excited about this but atleast now i will have more motivation to do my work instead of just doing it because the school wants me to. This semester has had me pretty down but i will make a comeback!!! I just have to learn to stick to my goals and make the right choices...cause im so forgetful and such a procrastinator sometimes with school! But anywho...for those of you who have finals coming up i wish you all the BEST!! STUDY STUDY STUDY.....and dont forget to eat right (or atleast try to) lol.

oh yea....study tip: this is a tip i heard and i have tried too...if you study right before you go to bed at night it will help you retain the info better! it has worked for me when i havent been strong enough to pull all nighters ;)

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Kinda Pissed...

So i just got a call from an old friend who is supposed to be my ride home tomorrow and she tells me that she has never driven on the expressway. Im just like omg because i dont really know how to either. It is a 3hr drive from where my school is to my home and i dont know how to tell my mom last minute about this. if i do, then i know she is going to tell me i cant ride with the girl at all. On top of that, the girl has to work o saturday and so she is leaving on friday....but doesnt want to ride alone. I am not really mad about leaving on friday its just that i dont know how to tell my family that i am leaving early. i know they are gonna want to know why and all the details so what can i say?? im also mad because there have been so many times when i have gone home and my family is like they are gonna teach me to drive on the highway but never find the time to do it. Maybe if they had have then i wouldnt be freaked out right now. IDK what in the world to do yall............

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Youre just like poisonnnnn

i like that song poison by beyonce...im not a very big fan of hers but that song is hott!

Anywho I have some news..about myself....well wait idk if its news if it hasnt happened yet...its more like planned news?? yea..okay

Well next year I am going to launch my first business!! I starting my own travelling makeup business open to those on my college campus that wanna get glammed up. If i could have, I would have started earlier but I did not find a job in time. Im gonna be picking my on campus job back up starting in January so im excited about that. I have to save up enough money for the makeup and there is alot that i need to buy. Ive been researching the things i need on and off for some months now and I have written out a full business plan....I cant believe i actually wrote one because I am SUCH a PROCRASTINATOR lol. Im so excited about this but I havent really told alot of people about it. I always get asked who does my makeup...mainly my eyebrows. People that know me, know that my eyes are my trademark...theyre always so played up! But im just ready to do this....to take a big jump into a pool of success!! I have to find someone to make me some business cards or something too...and some flyers to put around campus when the time comes. This has to be more than just word of mouth since I dont know a lot of people around here....soooo yea!! Yall wish me luck and send youre blessings my way...oh and if you know of any websites where I can order business cards...let me know!!!

I hope yall are having a WONDERFUL week so far!!

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Follow Me....;D

Yea thats all i came to say right now.....>>>Click Here<<< you follow me i follow you :D
my life is going preeeeety slow right now so i dont want to bore you, HOWEVER i do think im a pretty interesting tweeter lol

My lil bird named T-Money ;p

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Why do i get so hungry late at night??

Anyways...I THINK i may just have my old job back at the school. Over the summer i worked on campus at the Business college and it was sooo chill. i loved it...every bit of my job. I didnt have to do much of anything but make a few copies here and there and answer some calls. Then when the fall semester came, the guy thats over work-study told me that i would no longer be able to work there because the school had some major budget cuts. SO i was the last one hired....and yep the first one fired lol. Well i went in today and talked to him again and told him that i wanna work there again in the spring. He just asked me if my mom was taking out a parent plus loan and i was like nope...then he said he could do it!!!He's supposed to email me some paper work and Bayyyyuuuummm im in...again babayyyy!! Hopefully, my financial aid will come up to be enough because i cannnot look to my fam to take out another loan on me and this "education" im receiving....

On that note, i think im gonna be in school for a LONG time. I mean i didnt declare my major until last semester and im a junior right now so im wayyyyy behind. Im up trying to plan out the classes that i want to get registered for in the morning @7am. I dont even kno if there is a point in going to sleep cause i took a long nap earlier...accidently. I just hate the feeling of being in college feeling like im doing nothing but losing more and more money each year....I just wanna have my own businesses and i have yet to take a class that says anything about doing so SMH. I have some good classes planned out...now the next task is the competition of getting in them before everyone else does. I hate this part and i HATE that i missed the deadline to turn in my early registration form....Do ya'll have a hard time registering for classes at your school?? Oh yea, have yall seen the movie Year One??? Im up watching it now...funny stuff....

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Why??

Why is it that i have such a hard time connecting with certain ppl? Its wierd because there could be nothing special about that person but the personality that ive matched them with in my head just keeps me away. This happens to me ALL THE TIME! I dont know if im still too shy at times....i used to suffer from that alot growing up. I dont know why i cant approach certain people and just strike up a convo. However, i find that it also depends on the mood that im in at the time whether im feeling spontaneous or just "blah". Idk. For instance, in class we may have to do some type of partner work (which i HATE because i choose to rely on myself) and i just go to the quietest person that i find and work with them lol. unless someone says something to me first. Is that being shy? Maybe im just sooooo self conscious at times and make decisions upon that?? I just wish i could get over myself lol cause 90% of the time im my own worst enemy, my worst critic, and even "mean girl" to myself.........

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Man OHhhh Man

So im FINALLY done with my new look on here. You liiiiike??
Ive been procrastinating all day today and i have a test at 11am tomorrow lol so i gotta study tonight. Hopefully this test wont be TOOO hard. Not a good way to start off the week.
But anyway,
What did yall do for Halloween? What did you dress up as??
As for me this weekend i did hardly anything lol i didnt go out or dress up...not really my thing especially when everyone is dressing more risque than fun! The only thing i did last night was go to the mall but that was SOOOO depressing because i was broke. I went with my roomates and i was like really pissed when i left....never again will i do that to myself! Im too much of a retail addict..
Well i hope everyone enjoyed themselves this past weekend and didnt get too crazy!!

Love,                                                    

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currently searching for a new layout!!! if yall know of anyone who can help me with this PLEASE let me know
p.s. if youre on twitter follow me @msritajanay
be back to post 4 real in a bit

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Envy Me

ok yall i hope everyone had an absolutely fabulous weekend!!
Last week my boyfriend and i went looking for places there were hiring that related to what i wanna do in life lol.  One of the places i accidently discovered was this boutique that was just gooooooooorgeous!! i was just overcome with so much excitement when i first walked in like OMG!! I looked around for awhile and talked to the girl that worked there for awhile about the store and this small a** town and how its really lacking the essence of fashion... Then i asked her if they happened to be hiring and she said no. Now how she said it made me really skeptical cause for one she wouldnt look me in the eye. (sidenote: i was taught to never really trust ppl that cant look you in the eyes while speaking to you)I asked her about the manager and she was all like " well you Juuuuust missed her. she was here like 10 or 20 minutes ago and she just left." then i asked her how often is the lady usually in the store and she was like "she usually works at her other business and isnt really here that often." and i was just oh ok then. So i asked her about how many ppl do they usually hire and she said " they JUUUUST hired 10 girls last week. if you hadve came in and turned in an application last week you probably wouldve gotten in. BUT you can just bring by a resume and a picture and i will give it to her (the manager)" would yall be kinda skeptical of something like this?? or am i just reading too far into it??? i mean she made it seem like i was just a tad too late for every damn thing lol. But the point of this is that i dont care what this chick says i HAVE got to work there. I can so see it happening for me and my next step is to call the manager up my self and talk to her to see what she says. At this point i have nothing to lose so im gonna go for it!


OH yea! So ive been trying to work more on my makeup skills cause i really need to get better if i wanna be an artist some day...I plan on posting more of my work somewhere on here soon!

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Gooooooood Moooorrrrniiiing!

Well im up early today because i still have more homework to do before class....ugh
Yall i am really trying to keep up with this blog but it is HARD lol but im sticking to it. I cannot tell yall how many times i have created a blog and just completely forgotten about it smh. yea, shame on me :/

But on another note, i just wanted to share with my readers a website full of wonderful motivators....The Daily Motivator.

Todays is titled Always Moving:

By its very nature, life is dynamic. That makes it impossible to truly stand still.

If you're not moving forward, you're falling behind. So every day, in some way or another, take action to move your life forward.

Just a small improvement, just a subtle positive step, is infinitely preferable to doing nothing. Always, there is some little something you can do to better your life and your world.

What can you do right now to solve a problem that's been frustrating you? What step can you take in the next few minutes that will bring you closer to the accomplishment of an important goal?

There is something you can do, and those small efforts quickly add up as time goes on. So instead of complaining that you can't get it all accomplished at once, do a little bit, and then do it again.

Always, your life is filled with energy, and is moving in one direction or another. Harness that energy, align it with your highest purpose, and proceed constantly in the direction of your dreams.

-- Ralph Marston

I have found that this website has really helped me to get a good start on my day...especially when i may be feeling down. Hopefully this has helped you in some way. Maybe youre in a place where you feel your life is not moving forward at all but you dont really know what to do about it.....Just remember to always take little steps at a time and not big ones....it will only frustrate you!!!

Hope you all have a fabulous day today!!!

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youre a JERK!

Soooooooo okay,
i need some quick advice k?
say youre dating this guy right...yall have been together for a long while...well kinda lol
then this chick comes along and tells one of your friends that shes friends with as well that your boyfriend is constantly hitting on her but she told him that she has a boyfriend. Then when youre friend says "well im gonna tell her whats going on" the girl is like "no dont tell her!" but your friend does anyway and you find out. Youre a trusting girlfriend and you two (you and your guy) are constantly...i mean...constantly around each other and you know this person is lying... Would you confront the girl or just leave it alone?

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NEW VID!!!

Okay so im really tryin to get back in the habit of blogging more and making more youtube videos. So last night i made a couple videos (one just being crazy and another bein serious) and i hope you guys enjoy them and comment and subscribe if you havent already!!!!!!!!

MsRitaJanay TV

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Girl, you need 2 GET THAT $$$$!!!

Lately, ive been feeling pretty unproductive.

unproductive in my school work.

in my own personal life

in my family life.

....

(Girl you needs ta get it 2gether!)

I just feel like i need to be doin so much better than what i have been

I keep telling myself "girl, youre 20. its time to do SOMETHING!"

SO i am declaring that its time for me to stop being lazy and get up and make a change

in everything that i do (or lack thereof)

Ive been doing more work than usual and trying to stay organized.

I REALLLLLLLyYYYY need a job. I dont like the feeling of not going to work.

College should be no excuse for me to not work

I cant keep depending on my family to support me. Thats just out right now.

Ive completely stopped asking them for anything because i dont want them to feel like i will never grow up and i dont want to feel that way within myself either. Its time to learn how to stand on my own to feet and learn how to manage my life......(i cant believe im majoring in business management..yet i cant manage myself!) who does that??

Thats EVEN MORE of a reason to work on my problem.

I once heard that instead of looking around for change you have to

"Be the change you want to see" TRUTH!

I hope everyone has a wonderful, fabulous, PRODUCTIVE weekend!!

p.s. part of me becoming more productive is blogging more often ;)

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OMG WTH??

im sitting here in the library trying to figure out why it feels like my life has gotten so boring over the years. I do NOTHING now but school basically and its driving me crazy..... any suggestions? lol

anywho i am so sure that alot of ppl have already been talking about the VMA's and its craziness. to be honest i dont really care too much about it....but since im bored....lol. Ive never really watched the VMAs but i watched it to see lady gaga perform and WOW. was i the only person grossed out by her performance? is she always like that?

you know what....i always wonder how celebs family members feel when they see their son, daughter, cousin, brother, etc do crazy stuff on national tv? but then again what can you do or say really? i mean i understand that entertainment is now mainly driven by sexuality and aggression but i still wonder what these ppl were like before they came on the scene. Were they always this "OUT THERE" or the complete opposite. Yea its true many times what they say that "money changes ppl" but i really wish i could see just how much s

ome of these people have changed! Take Rihanna for example, i LOVE her style most of the time (i dont care what anyone says!) shes the boldness i only wish i could hav

e when it comes to fashion. However, look at her when she first came out. She was all nice and sweet and Pondin Da Replay right?? Now shes dressed in mostly black when we see her (she still looks fab!) but almost the opposite of what she was at first. Is this her alter ego...or the persons she never thought she could be, but because of fame it happend??

Has any of you ever wondered these same things??

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Im such a slacker.....

yea um i really need to get back on my game....ive been neglecting my blog lately because of school. :(

Last weekend i went to Jacksonville, Fl for the Blame It tour and it was WONDERFUL!!! i left my phone at the freakin hotel so i didnt even take pics....i was so mad. Believe it or not this was my very first concert....technically my first concert was Gym Class Heroes but....i dont really count that. That was like when they first came out. Anywho, me and my babe stayed in the lovely Hyatt with a beautiful riverfront view!! it was gorgeous and i really did not wanna leave. The next day (saturday) we went to Jax beach and rode bikes and chilled all day UNTIL..........my boyfriend lost his glasses in the sea smh.....then he was freakin out cause we didnt know how he was gonna drive (p.s. i dont think he trusts my driving BUT i CAN drive!) all in all it was a fabulous weekend and i would sooooo do it all over again if i could. Jamie Foxx was great live. He sounded really good live.

SIDENOTE: how in the world do backup dancers dance in heels??? i was so mad at that cause i can barely last a whole day in my heels lol

other than that when i woke up the day after we came back guess freakin what..... my face, arms, chest, back, and hands broke out in horribly itchy rashes (gross i kno) i think i have some type of exzema cause this isnt the first time this has happened. my last trip to the beach resulted in pretty much the same thing.

I hope everyone else had a really great weekend as well!!! what did yall do? what was yalls first concert and how old were you??

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Humpday....lol

SO class is back in session as of monday...which was my B-DAY by the way!! it was sooooo wonderful.

What i did:

..Went out to a REEEEAAALLY fancy restaurant downtown and ate delicious food

..Got a HUGE birthday cake (red velvet!) it was soo good

..Got a promise ring from my babe. Its gorgeous! i didnt even expect to get anything when we went in the Zales. i just thought i was going in to get my necklace fixed and then he asked me if i wanted a ring a necklace or some earings! i was like whaaaaaaaaa???? lol

..Got everything that i could ever ask for for my b-day :D

This weekend has really shown me what a sweetheart my babe can be :D i already knew he was but he really showed out for my birthday! I am soooo so thankful for someone like him!

Now as for school....

its only wendnesday and im already a little behind becuase i keep forgeting to write things down and stay organized! i have got to get my head straight this week and get organized. Well i only have a little bit of time before i have to get to class. I hope everyone is having a wonderful wonderful week so far!

Oh yea, has anyone started classes this week besides me? How is it? How do you stay organized??

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so i have a stalker/psycho pal. and here she is. shes stolen twitter posts, myspace pics, youtube vids...pathetic!! my followers lets get this heffa down lol

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Hiiii Everyone!!

im up here watching real housewives of Atlanta!!! yall im soooooooo excited to finally go back home tomorrow!! omg!! i cant wait, im usually not this excited but idk. Last time i went home it was for a funeral so.....that speaks for its self.Im about to wash clothes and pack and i will update later!! in the meantime check out myyoutube! and please support me and subscribe and rate!! i kinda just started out so i need your feedback and video ideas!! Kissessss!!

Heres a little eye candyyyy lol sweeet!!

*I straightened my hair today ^

MySesssyy pose lol ^

My shirt and accessories i wore today...i felt kinda cute today!

P.s Dont 4get to check out my youtube channel!!! i wanna see you there mmmkay?!!!hehe

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Loooonggg day!!

Okay maybe im just a lazy bum but today has been so long for me omg!!

Got up early for class after only 2 hrs of sleep and i have so much work to do tomorrow. Thats supposed to be my "chill day" but not gonna happen! Im happy that these classes are about to end though! I really am because i need a vacation...or something like it.

Okay so confession: I have a HUUUUUUUGEEE fear of talking infront of groups of people. I mean ive gotten better over the years but still! I get so anxious/nervous about things like that lol. Do any of you have fears of being in front of groups of people? Like whenever you have to go up and talk about something school related that you dont really like??

Im going to bed super early tonight and make a better than half assed post tommorow since i havent been on here that much.

Oh yea, thanks to you readers that gave me very very positive wonderful advice! I was so grateful to receive that sort of thing from you! That reall helped and thanks sooo so much

Smooches

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Bare Blogging

i was gonna make this private...but w/e. if it doesnt make sense to you...its not supposed to. if it does...great

Its almost 3am and im still awake. i cant sleep at all cause i cant stop thinking. I keep thinking about the life that im SUPPOSED to live and asking myself whats stopping me?after hours of contemplation and blaming another ive found that it is me who holds me back and its about time that i realize it. I realized that everywhere i have been i have never really been happy and in search of a new start. In high school i was so glad to transfer to a new high school to start over...then i was SOOOO ready to start over fresh in college. Now guess what?? Yea, i want to start over again...well i wanted to before i thought deeply about it. Why cant i embrace the moments that are happening right now? I know that it is past time for me to make life what I want it to be and not make my life according to how someone else wants it or what would make them happy.

I always play it safe...

i may have mentioned in an earlier blog as to why i do this...(you just gonna have to scrooolll down lol)

every where i go i play it SAFE...it frustrates the hell out of me....wow as i type this Kanye says "youre worried bout the wrong thanng the wrong thaanng. why are u so paranoid?"(i stay on mtv)

YESS i am paranoid. im scared to trust. Im scared to trust myself and people around me. I live in fear of rejection and unaccpetance STILL. Although everyday it does not stare me dead in the face...it stays on my heels wherever i go. I know that i have to let go of being so afraid and find my inner strenght that i KNOW is there. In the meantime i have to find people that are supportive of who i really am and know that i have many different sides to me and not just one.

There is one person that knows my different sides..

my boyfriend. most of the time he doesnt ask to know...i just switch gears mid convo...he doesnt understand it but he knows me almost all the way around. No im not crazy or bipolar....lol. I always involve change.

Back to my point...

I sit back and watch others enjoy their lives and mope around feeling sad for myself wondering why cant i have those same things? I dont know the real meaning of being a go getter just yet. Its a horrible horrible thing i know but i cant figure out how to let go of my fears. I sometimes feel lost and not in control of my own life. There are days..many many many days that i feel that my life is taking the wheel and im just dragging along trying to keep up. I havent yet learned how to get a grip of whats going on and be the boss. There are times when i feel like no sort of emotion lives inside me and all i can think about is me because who else could be worthy of my trust??? I know it sounds mean but i dont know how to value others like i should and find the good in them before the bad. Hopefully soon i will begin to fully understand what i need to do to be able to really trust people and myself.

Maybe if i learn to trust others and let people in my world and find the good in them my life will begin to look like my dreams....or close. I cant keep running for everything and expecting things to come to me. I have to go to whatever it is that i want...maybe even run to those things before its too late. I cant keep hiding things.

Last school year i noticed was so dry. I expected things to land in my lap and guess what? nothing ever did. i would have to be a fool to think that way over again. IM DONE WONDERING WHAT IF! ITS TIME FOR SOME ACTION....seriously. im facing myself and my flaws and dealing with them to turn my life around....

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Nightmares n Dreamscapes

Do yall remember that show???

Well...

I just woke up from the absolute worst dream i have ever remembered having. Not one bad dream but 2. I woke up late for class this morning so i decided to stay in and do some work and study for a test i have soon. One of my assignments was to watch this movie called Amazing Grace. The movie was just TOOOO slow for me so i kept falling asleep.

The first time i fell asleep my grandmother was next to me sleeping in my dream(i mean me and her are really close and all but dang). So i turn over to the other side a little and i look up and there is a figure looking over me and i couldnt see his face. He had long hair and i could tell from his hands that he was really old. (Naw it wasnt Jesus lol) i dont know how im so scared and im still able to joke about this! But its was almost an evil feeling. As i tried and tried to close my eyes and move I couldnt. I couldnt move, scream, talk or anything. ive had those paralyzed dreams many times but never with someone in them. I mean everything felt entirely real and i was scared he was gonna kill me or something. Finally i managed completely wakeup. Now when i woke up i didn think too much of it because i was still trying to watch that movie.

Once again i fell asleep and this time i was in a room with my mom and cousins and friends all watching childhood videos of me. I get a text message from some guy and in it he told me not to say these two words (im not gonna type them until i know an actual meaning) or the government would bomb your house (lol i know this sounds dumb). So apparently everyone was getting this text and some idiots actually said the words outloud and next thing i know missles were attacking the building i live in. Foreal it felt SOO extremely realistic. However, to make a long story short....Me, my mom, and aunt all went running for the door to go in the opposite direction. My mom tells me to go back and get some of my things while my aunt is waiting outside the door. I go back in and alllll these people are inside and some girl that was burned from head to toe. So i run in to get some things and my mom calls me and says shes at the train station....im wondering why in the HELL did she leave me and my aunt. More and more missles were attacking the building and finally i woke up.

Okay. usually i dont have bad dreams. most of the time i dont even remember my dreams. but something like this truley scared me sooooo bad. Usually when i dream something disturbing and remember it my roomate has a disturbing dream as well. I dont know if this even meant anything i just know that it scared the mess out of me. Im too old to be havin bad dreams lol. I know some people dream things and they actually come to life. However my last dream was a little too far fetched to actually happen.....

Have any of you had experiences like this? Did any of them actually happen??

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Dont Stop til You Get Enough

Warning: My blog layout is acting wierd because there are alot of pictures....disregard the combining of the two entries...sorry!

Anybody watch the memorial service today??

I must say i LOVE i mean absolutely LOVE Mariah Carey but what the heck is going on with her live performances???? She sounds so.......different nowadays....BUT i still love her!!

The memorial service was good i guess i mean it was a concert in my eyes but the end is what really got me when MJ's daughter spoke. I was like OMG soo sad....a tear fell :{ She was like her dad was the best father in the world or something like that and you could tell she was trying so hard to hold back tears. That has got to be really tough for someone so young to deal with a death like that......

How was everyones fourth of JULY?? I know im kinda late asking BUT better late than never rightt??riiiiiight? well alrighty then!!!

Mine was fabulous. I had alot of fun and did alot of shopping with my boo. He conviced me to get my first namebrand piece of clothing ever lol

I got a red polo button up and its cute...simple, but cute. Good thing we went to the outlet because if it was the real store yall better believer i would NOT have had that lol. Im really not a namebrand person AT ALL i mean i find way cuter stuff for cheaper....a whole lot cheaper. That way i can get more clothes!! I refuse to spend money on name brand stuff...but since we were at the outlet i was like what the heck...i might as well. OOOOO and i got a GUESS purse from Ross for $40...well i didnt buy it but its so cute!! it was originally $110 and Ross slashed that price DOWN! whoop whoop! its cute and summery looking and i love it!

Oh yea...i got some items from amiclubwear.com and.....i was pretty dissapointed. I mean out of all like 6 items..i only like 2...well 1 1/2. I kinda like that shirt...on a lazy day. I guess you live and you learn right? In this case i learned.....this website is only for clubwear and shoess! Nothing in between. I mean others may have had better luck and good for you but me? not so much smh

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Sweeeet!!!

I got an award today for interesting blog yayyyy!!! I was nominated by Nikki Ms.Healthy Kisses!!! http://healthykisses.blogspot.com/!!! Go check her wonderful blog out!!!

Im gonna pass the torch on to:

The AF Girls : Even though ive kinda just discovered their blog, I always find a wonderful Interesting read here!!

Bombchell-In Atlanta : I love her blog! Its always something exciting going on here...especially with the "Freaking Love Fridays"!!!!

Dulce Candy : This chick here is a fashionista ANNNND a makeup guru.

Fab- uuu-lous!!!!

Well those are my nominess for this award! Make sure you nominate others dolls! Much love!! oh and yall make sure you swing by and show them some love!!

-Laterrrr MsRitaJanay

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Raindrops fallin on my head...

OMG im so glad i made it home from work just before the rain started. I believe its hurricane season and this town is no stranger to weather damage. I really feel like my mood goes along with the weather. It sounds odd i know but today i woke up and it was grey looking outside and thats just how i felt lol. I felt grey looking.....or just blah..idk. However i always run into someone throughout the day that makes me laugh and i feel alot better...even though its really not hard to make me laugh.

Did anyone watch the BET awards last night?? Im not gonna talk about it toooo too much on here but i loooooved how people were putting Michael in their performances somehow!! I usually dont watch BET and definately not the BET awards cause its not what it used to be. Im glad i did last night though cause it was pretty good. New Edition got on there and did their thing all outta breath and where in the world did they find Don Cornelius where has HE been? lol

Everything was going nicely UNTIL.....omg UNTIL after drake did the Best i Ever had song (which i LOVE) and lil wayne came out. First off im NOT a fan of Every Girl but tell me why oh why did they have those lil girls up on stage??? What kind of example are u setting for this little ladys?? Are you serious?? that bothered the hell outta me and i turned the tv until they went off.

Beyonce....lol huh? i was confused...i began to feel like i was watching a Christmas special. I jus didnt agree with that song selection. Thats all imma say lol

Ohhhhh yeaaaaa omg Jamie Fox fooled the mess outta me. I thought Skank Robbers was real lol. They really need to come out with that move foreal. that would be hilarious!

What did yall feel about the awards? (if you even watched it lol)
oh and 1 more thing....the post below this one is just for u if you havent done it! So get to it nah!!!

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Shawtyyy what yo name is??

---didnt beyonce say that once?? or am i just imagining it??


Any who...LOOK heres the deal. I want any of my followers who reads this blog to tell me something about you! I wanna know whats up:



So tell me
1. Your name...you dont have to say your real one if you wanna be like that


2. where youre from: state, region, whatever (you dont have to give the city name)


3. why are u on blogger? what do u like about it so much??


4. Have i followed you? (if not PLEASE tell me, cause i wanna follow u too!)


5. How long have you been blogging?


Okay there....its ONLY FIVE questions so, dont be a lazy bum and just read this and move on lol

Aww i love rihanna, shes always dressed so cute!

------Ms. RitaJanay

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Video Blogg!

Okay once i get up some things to talk about and get the time im gonna try and do this like atleast once a month. i find it more interesting to sit and watch ppl talk via computer lol i dont know thats just me so...maybe you feel the same? i dont kno lol. maybe you could really care less? lol i dont know!


why do i have this extra picture thing under here? ewww

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FINALLY!!!!

Yayayayayayayayayay!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i got my new computer today!!!! im soooo freaking excited. now i can do videos and BLOG MORE!!!!! I have no excuse now lol!!! I thank GOD for this because ive been needing this computer for the longest!!!!

Okay okay i need to calm down.....
Today i went to class and all throughout class i couldnt stop thinking about getting my computer when i got out. Im so happy yall just dont know! i got so sick of using other ppls stuff....even if theyre not mean about it...its still theirs you know?

I just wanted to drop in and do a quick blog. but i gotta get started on some work and learn how to use this thing lol

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As of lately

Since summer classes have started ive been thinking alot about something. Something that i never really thought much about possesing. That something is leadership. How often have you had a great idea about something and held it inside because you were afraid of what someone else would think? or maybe you just didnt say it because they may not feel that its as important as you think it is? Ive found myself either doing one of these two things or just not having a firm opinion. Now dont think im a pushover or anything. i only find myself afraid to say certain things when it comes to meeting and talking to new people. I know the first step in creating a solution is addressing your problem. Currently im trying to in a way force myself to do things that usually im to "shy" to do. I know that thats the only way im ever really gonna change. Ive always been taught to "play it safe" while growing up because thats what i saw my family doing and later regretting it. Looking into my own life ive realized that i, too have been playing it safe. My goal is to stand firm in whatever it is that i believe and not be easily swayed or even in the middle when I dont really want to be and that is what i encourage anyone that reads this to do as well. If you already do it, help someone else out that you may see slacking in that area! Having courage to do things that you would never thought you could actually go through with is one of the qualities of being a leader. No one wants to follow or look up to someone who is too scared to show people who they really are. Lets be bold yall!!! :D
ps tell me where you are in terms of leadership!

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Weekend Luvaaaaa

well my weekend has been pretty darn good. I dont know why but ive been really happy all weekend. i didnt go anywhere i just stayed in a made a video with my roomate. I would post it on here but......im too lazy...lol. last night i came up with a good idea for a mini movie that we are gonna start filming soon. Im excited about it because there is a realy good concept behind it but its still gonna be funny! i will probably start putting them here on blogger. i donk know yet though.

However, i just dropped in on here to say heyyyyyyy everyone!! hope yall had a good fabulous weekend!

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Gooood Mooooorrrniiiing!!!!

i almost reminded myself of Bscott right then omg!! lol
Soo still doing the on campus working thing and school starts on wednesday...i dont know why they chose the middle of the doggone week for class to start but whatever...

This morning im getting ready for work only to find out that the buses arent running...sooooo how the heck am i supposed to get to work?? Well i got a ride from one of the secretary's in the building that i work in. But forreal?? Why didnt they tell anybody about this?? People gots thangs to do lol. Thats just how backwards and crazy this school system is here ugh.

Does anyone listen to the Steve Harvey Morning Show?? OMG big fan riiiight here. He is soo funny. The Strawberry letter this morning was this lady wrote in to the show saying how she has been dating this guy for like 6 months and they finally got intimate only to find out that he has a small package (side eye lol). She doesnt know if she wants to keep dating him because everything else about him is really nice but she doesnt want to get bored. Now of course Steve Harvey alwayss has to say something mean/funny/just plain stupid about situations like this. Why is it that his advice to the chick is to tell him he needs to dip it in some wax, try some padding, OR next time when its going down put on all 12 of the codoms in the pack!!!! omg he is a straight fool!!! That definately got my day rolling right. lol

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Happy Monday!

Okay so i need to get back on this whole blogging thing. Im at work right now doing pretty much NOTHING but watching the Game. Thats a good show and i cannot believe it got canceled. I JUST started watching it because of the old episodes they show on BET.
Man its a slooooowwww monday....Last week was my first week of work and i like it here cause i dont do ANYTHING at all lol and i still get paid. However, im thinking about looking for a new job...like a real one where im getting paid more yanno?
Im soo happy my boyfriend is back at this school now omg!!! Hes here now straightening things out with his schedule and im really really excited. Yesterday we had a picnic and it was really nice. No guy has ever thought to take me out on a picnic and it definately made me feel really special :D

Enough blabbing on and on about me....How are my readers (lol if i still have any)? I see that my followers has increased to like 47 now!! I didnt even really expect 3 lol but im glad!
How was everyones weekend??

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just when i thought i had a little privacy......i find that i dont. thanks alot...............(you know who you are)

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I forgot how to drive (random)

I think i forgot how to drive lol foreal. I dont have a car right so whenever i come home thats like the only time i drive cause i dont like to drive anyone elses car down at school. So i was like hmmm imma get out and go to "Ms.Walmart" (youtube timaya). Okay so im driving and why am i SO nervous??? WTH. im usually really cool and collected driving around here. i dont know if i was nervous cause it was during the time when everyone was getting of work or what it was. But i was trippin hard...scared to make left turns and stuff lol. What is wrong with me??? Im not a damn punk ugh. I dont wanna end up tooo scared to drive like my.....nvm. but yea. She would beat my butt if i said that haha. i really need to get a car. ugh.

Today ive been so bored....wait... oh

 yea...thats everyday this weeek actually. The weather was better yesterd

ay nice and warm. Have yall ever watched a movie and really had this hope inside 

you that it was gonna be sooooo good when you first started watching it?? Well last night i was watching the IFC channel and this movie called "Elephant" came on. Now me, i love indepe

ndent films. I love em love em love em right. Well i read the info about it and it was supposed to be based on the shooting at columbine. Yall remember that im sure. So i start watching it and the movie was only an hour long. Mannnnnnn when i say this movie was SO boring until like the last 10 minutes omg. Nothing happened until the movie was about to go off and the two students were killing random kids. It was just filled with random conversations of students passing by the camera. seriously. But the end was really sad of course. I just hated the fact that i feel like i wasted that 1 precious hr of my life last night but whatever.

Im in love with the color green right now. I dont know why cause usually i HATE it. Last summer i had this thing for yellow...however my forever love will always be PINK :D

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OmgOmgOmg

I am soooooooo freaking excited right now!!! I mean its not showing a whole lot on my face or in my voice but im still exploding with joy inside my heart lol

 My babys coming back to my school. Yall just dont understand how hard this year has been being so far from each other. I mean he went away to another school to get his stuff together and did his thang! Im so happy for him and i know he is sooooo excited. He actually cried ....okay maybe i shouldnt have blasted him like that but....whatever!

okay okay okay im done for now :D

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Back in The Ayyyyyyy!

So i got home friday i think and im already bored!!!! I mean i have people i can chill with but im broke from shopping last week and i HATE going out anywhere with no moo-lah!

I know i havent posted in awhile but im back home where i can use a computer thats not actin slow n crazy. I need to go ahead and get that VAIO!!!

I start working at my school next tuesday and man o man im gonna be posting on this thing like crazy because since no one is really gonna be at the school im not gonna have much work to do! if anything at all. im just glad to be gettin paid though. One thing about me : I love to work! i like the feeling of doing something and knowing im getting a check for it. Volunteer work is cool i mean i like helping ppl too......i guess...lol j/k. 

Anywho....the other day...kinda two weeks ago actually, i bought this really really cute dress. Imma post a picture up of it when i wear it this week. 

Ohhhh man! Its cold here in atlanta. i forgot. i opened the door and im like "Are we really serious right now??" i mean to some it may not be that cold...but i hate any type of cold weather...(thats why i live almost in florida now :/

i might not wear that dress after all. Probably to work next week though..... theres so much stuff thats been going on but....i dont feel like typing it and its not that interesting cause its the past :p

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RIP Uncle Jimmy

well today was my uncles funeral service. I have to say it was really really hard for everyone. I mean i know you never expect anyone to pass really but i definately didnt expect it. This weekend has been pretty hard for everyone but its understood that hes in a much better place than here. My grandmother (his sister) went up and spoke about him and everyone was so proud that she did a good job and didnt break down. But all in all it was a nice service and he will definately be missed by me. He was a wonderful man and uncle and he always made sure that everyone had whatever they needed. I remember going to college he would always let us get his big ford suv so i get back and forth with my stuff. He was a blessing to so many people outside of the family as well.

On a brighter note....i guess...not really
ive just really been ready for this semester to be over with. I mean it seems like this school year has been the hardest so far. I mean not so much the school work but me not really being prepared for anything. I dont know. It just feels like ive had so many downs this year and its been tough. Im just waiting for something big and wonderful to come along and turn it all around. I thought i would have more to say today but im not in the best of moods right now....

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hey dolls,
its been awhile but that is because my roomates computer is actin so freaking slow. i am working on getting my own laptop (prefferably a sony vaio) i have my eye on the pink one ofcourse! i haven forgotten about blogger or my own ythingh.


just been having a hard time posting anythinh.


ugh this makes me sick!!! i know you cant read that lol. i will prolly post from class tommorow. i have alot to say and alot to get off my chest....
muah! later!

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check itttt

well school is picking up now that the semester is about to end. oh how i wish summer was here already....wait nvm im STILL gonna be in school. but atleast my schedule can be a little more chill.
Last weekend my baby came to see me and went to church with me yesterday! I was excited that he was able to meet some of the new friends ive made there.
School is making me sooo blah right now. i have a statistics test tommorow and the weather here is CRAZY. There is flooding, really strong winds, possible hail( i stayed in today after class so i dont know if it happened or not), and rain. I hope they cancel class lol. seriously though. ive been feeling so unmotivated lately and i dont know why it has just hit me like this but....hopefully i can get through it.
p.s. my elf lashes got ruined by the wind saturday :( lol my eyes get so watery when its windy out and the glue stopped being sticky and my lashes got killed

So yea, whats going on with everyone?? I need to think up a fun interactive post soon to get the readers "involved" and see whats up with yall. I really enjoy reading everyones posts...even if i dont comment sometimes i still love it!!

oh yea, has anyone seen the movies :the haunting in conneticut, or knowing??? crazy!!!!

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Forreal

okay i know i just posted a minute ago....but that was a review...so i dont count that here.



Today was an interesting day i guess. Went to class, handled some business, and went to a worship service on campus. I only stayed like 30 minutes or so because we were outside in the cold and wind and im a REAL a..hole when im hungry im not even joking....anybody who really knows me can agree. lol

My uncle had brain surgery today and later suffered a seizure. I got soooo sad just thinking about him and how im not at home with my family. I know that i HAVE to have faith in God in order to make it through...but its really hard at times.

I was just thinking of how small my family is and how i really do appreciate, care, and love everyone in my family. Theyve helped me so much throughout the years...especially with being in college.



I dont know why when bad things happen to people i get so emotional. Sometimes i cry just thinking about how they or their family may feel....almost as if i take on that position myself.

I pray for strength all the time and everyday my prayers are answered. Throught being in college so far i have learned so much about life. Whether its mine or how other people are. Ive learned how to trust, how to really care for others, and how to listen... i mean really listen to anyone that has something to say...thats positive. Im still learning how to get better at these things everyday and im so thankful for that!



ohhhh yea, i cut my hair last weekend myself. I trimmed my ends and gave my hair some layers! I razored it and i was pretty scared because i wasnt sure if it would work or not. To my surprise it did! and i didnt have to spend a dime. However, i dont recommend this to anyone who really cares about the outcome of your hair...which is probably everyone! I can be really spontaneous and kinda reckless when it comes to my hair....thank God for strong hair and softsheen carson's intensive conditioner lol.

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Not a makeup blog buuuuttt.....i have a tiny haul!

Well i ordered from e.l.f. and eyeko recently and got my stuff yesterday.

From e.l.f.:

Total face brush

Bronzing finishing powder

blush in flushed

a blush? in this bronzy color.....sorry im too lazy right now to figure out exact names :( had a long day. You really want the exact colors and everything...just ask!

From eyeko:

Eyeko cream

Eyeko tinted cream

So i got the creams to see how they looked on my skin color because whenever i looked for reviews i only saw them tried on people wayyy lighter than me. Im a chawklet sista lol....well with some caramel mixed in there

My review on these items?

Lashes from E.L.f. well they are indeed flemsy like but they look sooo dollicious on! No lie. all day i felt like fluttering my lashes lol. For a dollar thats definately worth it!!

Cream shadows: well i used on today to keep my shadow sticking, kinda as a base and i really had to use ALOT of shadow to keep it from creasing. Im giving this a thumbs DOWN. I mean if i use it again and something changes...i will let yall know! But for now it sucks....i miss my nyx jumbos(left them at my babes house sadly)

The powder worked wonderfully, i was bronzed all day long! So worth it!

EYEKO!!!

The tinted eye cream is WONDERFUL for women of color i must say!! I got that one because i felt that the normal cream would not really be for me....and i was pretty much right.

The regular cream was okay... i mean it kinda made me look ashy but i glowed at the same time lol how is that possible??i think it works better for the lightskindeded chicks lol.

The fat balm-strawberry smells delicious!!!!!! and it looks really cute on. my camera didnt want to cooperate anymore lol

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Last night social

Last night i went to a social event at this church that i just started going to last sunday. My friend/roomate knows alot of ppl there and she invited me to come along to a social. The theme was black and white but....ick i hate wearing just black and white so i decided on a white dress with a brown cropped sweater and some brown animal print heels.

Omg seriously and honestly i had sooooo much fun. It turned out to be like a big dance/party. I mean they had songs from like wayyyyy back. Some stuff from like the 60's lol, the 80's, 90's...etc. I was surprised outta my mind because these were NOT church songs! I mean they didnt have cursing in them cause they played all the clean versions but i honestly had alot of fun with the ppl there. I met some new people and saw some people i hadnt seen since my first year hear at college. That was an absolutely fun way to have fun instead of going to a club on friday night! (yea, i believe my clubbin days are officially over.....long story for another blog)

Here are a couple of pictures:

lol i had to put my hair back it was SO hot there!

p.s. hey yall when you comment, click the comment link at the top of the post! k??

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Realize the importance of laughter!

So, usually when im on the internet like youtube or something im most of the time looking for something funny. Thats just me. I love to laugh and I LOVE being around ppl who can make me laugh (thats not really a challenge with me though). I came across some hilarious stuff and i really wanted to share these videos with everyone! Some you may have seen before others maybe not but here we go:

This one scared the S.......hit outta me!!



VERY old...but still funny:


I think this guy is hilarious lol

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Jitters...wth?

whenever i drink caffeine i get the jitters or shakes REALLY bad. My hands wont stop shaking and I get really really anxious. ugh.....

ok so
i have this problem
every once and a while i get these cravings to either get or spend money. Sounds simple like everyone does it right?
well i think i have some type of problem. I get in my mode where i feel like i really really need to spend some money and get instant gratification asap. OR i get really really really anxious to make some type of money....too bad im in school and cant right now :(

I know this is random as heck, but i really have a prob with money and its not cute. Yea its cool to occasionally go buy something but i have the issue of feeling SOOOOO darn good when i swipe my card or for now....use paypal.

Does this happen to anyone else???

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Half Hearted

I miss home.... i dont kno if im just too emotional right now or what but everytime there is a mention of Atlanta i get sad.....i miss it so freakin much. I miss seeing the city from the highway when i pass by. I miss being in midtown, downtown, my part of town, everything....just not staying with my family tho lol ohhhh nope!!

I know im a tru ATLien (ewww nobody says that right???lol) i feel so excited whenever someone asks me where im from. Eastside...decatur....atlanta....thats meeeeee. p.s. i just found out Keri Hilson is from the same place. I love it!

I need to take a trip back home sometime soon cause this country town aint cuttin it for me right now at all. :(

.......You know what else i miss??

Times like this :(

I miss my bestfriend/boyfriend.....wow its been a LONG time since ive broken down about this.

Gosh why is everything that i really really love so far away from me. I feel isolated here. I feel like i no longer have a fun easygoing life like i used to. I get so frustrated when I cant be where i want to be or have what i want to have at the moment. However, im not gonna give up on any of the things that ive come to love. Theres a reason why i do so im sticking with it.

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Score!!!

So do you wanna be a business owner someday? Or maybe you just have questions about what its like??? well i found a site the other day called score.org. Its wonderful! They have experienced and many retired business owners from any industry you can think of on there. You go on, find someone who has a good background, and ask away. They call it mentoring but ive just started so i dont really know if they really mentor you.

I asked one of the past business owners a few questions and i got a HUGE response about business plans, expected expenses, etc... Im so excited to someday have my own business thats is one of my biggest dreams in life. To own a business thats unique and appealing to people...The only thing about it though is these student loans. Theyre gonna be knockin at my door in about 2 years. So not ready 4 that :(

Anywho, i just wanna lay out some motivation to anyone who reads this : If theres ANYTHING in life that you aspire to do, DO IT!!! Whether its starting a business, traveling, praying more and building a relationship with God, or Anything. You can do it! Your mind can sometimes be your worst enemy and play all kinds of nasty tricks on you, but just think of how much can be done once you get past that! Not only that but surround yourself with supportive people. People who are realistic but not pessimistic! Theyll help push you along the way!! :)

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Candy Girls

Okay so i have a confession.....
I USED TO want to be a video chick when i was younger! lol
i wanted to be seen, dance, get all sexied up and have fun on a set. however, as i grew older i discovered more interesting and meaningful things about life...not saying that that career choice isnt either one of those but you get what i mean.

Anyway, i watched 2 episodes of candy girls and it was very interesting and seemed pretty fake (what can i expect outta tv nowadays tho??) one of the girls seems like she just doesnt even fit that whole persona of a video girl, the latino girl is....funny and reminds me a tad bit of myself. the boss chick who owns bella caught my attention the most. she seems to be a go getter, boss lady and a diva....pretty much all the same thing. i have mixed feelings about the show tho. its one of those things to watch when theres nothing better on tv......

i always used to wonder about what video girls lives were like...i mean the ones who dont sleep around and party excessively. Like what led them to that point? What do they do besides look sexy in videos? lol

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Stuck....

Okay soooo spring break has just passed and i have an accounting test tommorow. What kind of cruel teacher gives a test RIGHT after spring break. wth?? Well im sooo not prepared for it and im really really nervous because as im trying to study...i cant focus on any of this stuff. I thought that this class would be something that i would like and would come a little easier to me since i took it back in high school. Boy was i wrong! This class is nothing like back in the high school days at all! But im gonna have to pray about this here thing and keep working.

Spring break was fantastic!! I spent the whole week with my boyfriend at his house and im sooo surprised that went down because my family is always very very concerned about the things i do and wher i go. We went to jacksonville beach, among many many other places and he showed me a good time around where he lives. Last week was something that we both definately needed because there is always so much tension rising up from us not seeing each other that ofter. But i definately love him sooooo sooo much and i really realized how much over spring break. Its really hard to have most of your relationship over the phone and occasional short visits but im very thankful i was able to spend a week with him!! Hes the best boyfriend everrrrr!!!! Seriously!

Us relaxin at the beach in jacksonville ;P

Anyway, thats all for now. i gotta get back to studying this mess!

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Long Time No write....

wow i was afraid that i had forgotten my password to get on this thing! Im supposed to be in class but.....i decided not to go (yea shame on me!)

so since i last wrote not much has happened. Im back here in that dutty dutty!!! Next week is SPRING BREAK!!!!! Yayyyyyyy im sooooo so excited! First im going to my lover mans house and spend st. patricks day there in savannah. Then we are supposed to be going to florida and im like sooooo freaking excited. So its going to be beach and more beach and me and my love relaxing and having fun together....The only thing that i AM nervous about is that im going to be meeting the 'rents for the first time and from some of the stuff that he has told me, im not so sure how things are going to be. I mean they seem strict and kinda mean in a way...but i dont know yet.

OHHHHHH yea, so i have been discovering so many new things about cosmetics via youtube and ebay. Ebay should be EVERYONES go to place for lashes. I bought my during a sale that was 10 for like 3-4 dollars pluss like 2 dollar shipping and i got another set with free shipping!!! Those that im wearing below are the thicker ones i bought...

I just wanted to check in and write a little about whats been going on which is basically NOTHING!!! lol. I cant wait for next week!!!!

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I HATE CRAMPS :(
might blog later...........who knows :(
:(

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He said i can get WHATEVA i liiiiike........yeeeaaaa

Okay Okay soooooo i saw T.I. today at the mall omg!! I was with my mom and we were just debatin about what we wanted to eat. Then she looks up and is like "Hey he looks JUST like T.I." so im thinking okay whatever and then i just look over and there he is in the flesh! ahhhh omg! Foreal i am a biiiiig fan of his and i was soooo nervous to say hey. He looked at me and said hey and everything and i couldnt even say anything lol. Then he went to the hat store and my mom was like "girl go get some pictures!!" so thats exactly what i did! Now i didnt get any with him but i got some of him because of me being such a punk. Then i left and went to find my mom and we were on the way to my job and there he is again....now this time im walkin like RIGHT next to him and in my head im just screaming "OMG OMG OMG OMG!!" and somehow i worked up the nerve to ask him to take a picture with me. Then this security chick is like "Let him shop!" so brokenhearted (lol not really) i just said forget it cause hey at least i got some pictures of him! He was so cool too, like he didnt have a snobby attitude or anything! My mom just kept saying " I didnt kno he was that short!"...." He so small" lol.

That was some excitement for the day!

I am so ready to get my shoes that i ordered like 2 whole weeks ago. GOSH! I dont even think im gonna get a chance to wear them becuase i leave again for school in a few days and its pretty much always hot down there! aaahhh well. i might just end up returning them...i dont kno :(

He was telling her about her attire lol

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The Namesake

I just got finished watching the movie "The Namesake" It was really really good. I love movies about other cultures! Even though the movie was really long to me, it still taught me a thing or two. 1) No matter where i go dont forget to remember who i am and where im from. 2) Be free. Be free to do whatever i want to do! 3) Love. Love my family unconditionally and hold them closely and not for granted. This movie has been out for AWHILE! But still, i definately recommend everyone to see it!

The movie was BEAUTIFUL!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3M5TM94lqYY

Anywho....

Today was cool. I got along with my family ALL day today lol. Usually they kinda drive me up the wall. But me and my mom spent some "mama dawta" time together. went to target, starbucks, zesto's, little 5 points, and my granmas house.

It was all fun and much needed before school starts back up again. :D

shoooooooooooooot my leg fell asleep. dont u just hate that?????

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Frooooooooze

Sitting here listening to a mixure of chris browns new song (i guess??) called froze and the people downstairs fightin! These pple are rediculous it aint even funny...

Last night i let Dr. Miracle wash n condition my hair! I was scared at first but i say hey what the heck...i already have split ends...what could be worse than that??? Washed my hair let it sit for a minute to feel that "tingle" effect and i felt NOTHING lol. I dont know if my senses are slow or what! But i rinsed it blow dried it with some Motions and boy did i feel/see a difference?? My hair is feeling oh so smoooooooth and i have a wonderful shine to it! Almost makes me forget that i need to go get my hair trimmed! My hair is usually hard to manage after washing but this time i styled it with ease!

Im feeling bloated....ugh

p.s. why cant i load anymore pics on here??? ugh

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Round TWO!!!

I wake up this morning to the sound of "boooooommmm....Boooooommm....BOOOOOMMM..." and im like wtf???? foreal??? These idiots downstairs are playing their music SO loud and its only 8:22 in the doggone mornin!!! OMG way to start off my day...scared the mess outta me! lol seriously. this mess is still goin on too....called the rent office and the chick tells me shes gonna tell them to turn it down. It stopped for like 15 minutes and now its even worse....lol whatever!!!!

Anywho....Im so glad that its now a new year. Im ready to do some new things and see whats in store for my life. Ive asked God to show me what it is that im supposed to be doing with my life...career wise especially. Ever get the feeling that youre just kinda "floating" through life?? As in no real control over what you do and what happens in YOUR life? Well thats been me for a LONG LONG time now and i see that it has gotten me to the realization that im in my second year of college and im still confused about the things i want to do. I know that i LOVE fashion and i want to own my own boutique one day...however i wanna do more but i just dont know what! This is a new year....Im about to be 20 and i gotta get it together!! This life is too precious to let it pass you by thats for sure!!

Went to walmart last night to get a memory card for my phone and did not realize that its supposed to be an M2 card??? What the heck is that??? I spent like $10.57 on this little itty bitty WRONG card!!! I betta get my money back!!!



Ms.RitaJanay

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